I saw what happened. I felt it under my skin. But when all is said and done, I managed to find the good in goodbyes. It was nearly a month ago when I stumbled into a deep pit of losing someone. Unexpected, unknowing and harsh were the words that could mimic what happened. It was a perfect expiration date. Although it may sting and hurt for a while, I can guarantee now that I have found the good in this good bye.
Truth is, I have moved forward. I stepped forward. You knew all along that I was never the stagnant one. But that doesn't mean I have forgotten everything. I moved to another horizon. I moved to the exact improved version of me, I have been dying to show you before. This is all because of you.
I am not sad. I have been so happy to find out that I have all I need to regain back my confidence. Ironic as it may sound, but I am quite happy that you broke me apart. Because if it weren't for this, I wouldn't see how many hearts are still with me. I am thankful for the hearts that stayed. I thought that my life would be empty by now, since the dawn of you. But to my surprise, my life just went to a nitrous gear shift and escalated quickly. I have seen the better parts of my life. And that is all because of you.
I am not feeling any anger. My principle in my existence is simple. Never hold grudges for those who never needed them. I am not mad at you. I am not feeling any bitterness between us. I have seen the good with what we had. As what a legendary guy once said "It was a successful marriage (relationship) that happens to last for two years." Thanks Barney. But frankly, all I can see now are good memories of us. I ignored the bad ones in order for my life to continue light as the clouds. I hope you're in the same page with me. That is what I'm hoping, the security that you've seen my parts in the most good way possible and never in the cavities of my personality. I am happy just to be a part of the good stuff.
When love left me, I doubted people. I doubted the capability of relationships to work full time. But then I realized that I shouldn't doubt these things. Instead I should have faith with all these. I should believe in these things even when my whole generation fails to understand the idea of loving.
I realized now that love never leaves, it only leads. It leads us to the greater person we have inside. It unleashes all the good in life and people. In the end, love will always be the good in goodbyes. Love will provide you the reasons to see the brighter things in life; the silver linings.
Farewell, friend. The escape was real good, but reality knocked us up. I have seen the best parts. And that is all because of you.
We shall meet again, not in these suits but in a better and greater skin of the coming days. Good bye.
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