Friday, June 19, 2015

How I Found Myself With These Legendaries

I am Ted. I enjoy the idea of the perfect date, the perfect time, and the perfect person. I feel the need to search for reasons for everything and whenever I get the chance to actually take a glance of it, I quickly retract. I am a hopeless romantic and I find comfort in all things simple. I enjoy the small stuff and I tend to get really sentimental about it. I laugh at the silliest jokes. I want to be fun, I want to be the life of the party but it always ends up the other way around; with me being no fun. I usually crack people with these really corny and lame antics which I perceive as a way to make others think that I'm cute. I usually take a longer time fixing my hair and I get mad when it gets ruined. Correction is the key! I like to correct people and blurt out unnecessary facts about anything. I value friendship at its most extreme point. And I love deeply to the point of doing the most random, most tremendous and most peculiar things just to prove a point and just to let someone know that I can do this much effort just for them. I easily get hurt. I am Ted.

I am Robin. Sometimes I fear commitment and the idea of being tied down to one person. But deep inside, I want something really special to happen. I am feisty. I crave for my dreams and plans to pursue them to my extent. I get hurt but I don't show it because I don't want people to see that I am weak. I would like to fire some shots whenever I can! I can push people away so hard that I always end up being alone. But the truth is, I only push them to know if they're going to fight their way back to me. I am a wolf in a sheep's clothing. I am Robin.

I am Lilly. I could be really spontaneous when the time demands for it. It's because maybe my whole life has been crafted so well in the plans and rules. I have an issue with anger and when I really dislike someone I could always give them my You're-Dead-To-Me-Stare. I always try to patch things up with understanding and little fantasies. You see, I sometimes view the world as an easy play ground where everyone can just calmly be with each other. But that's never going to happen, right? There are times when I know I need to find myself, to fight and struggle my way back to the person I thought I was before. But I always find my path straight to what could happen in the future. Just like Lilly, I treasure my friends the most and finds family in each of them. I take shelter in their words and laughs. I am always there for them. I am Lilly.

I am Marshall. I sometimes take the biggest steps but often times carry the softest heart. I always try to put things in the right manner; the right ways and means but sometimes destiny has their ways to mess me up. I may not be as huge and large as Marshall but we share the same big ideas, integrity and advocacies. I am technical but often times I act like a kid. But that makes me just lovely to those I love. Most of my life I had been enduring and hardworking to get what I want, because I know perseverance is the key to what I want to be. Family is first on my list and I will always be a Marshall to mine. I am not violent and sometimes I am geeky. I am a nerd at my interests. I am Marshall.

I am Barney. I consider myself fun and loves to conjure tricks up my sleeve. I know that there are moments when I can be a jerk, but I can always give you a hand when I know you deserve them. I don't always take things seriously because sometimes it's easier to run away from responsibilities although I know that sooner I'll be hit in the face by some girl or someone. And although I am really out and flirty when I am single, I know that one look at "the One" and I'm all nuts. I'll do anything to get what I want, and make really great plans around it. I consider myself awesome, but there are times I just feel lame...and lonely...but then I look in the mirror and see myself being legendary and all, and suddenly I'm not lonely anymore. I am Barney.

They are more than fictional and tv characters to me. Because I found that somehow, I am not alone in my haggles. I found myself while laughing and crying at a tv series that meant a lot to me. They're more than a sitcom, they've helped me get along with life and everything around it.

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