Neo

If I were to compare my life right now with my life a few months back, I would definitely say that I can see now why things need to fall apart-and that is to make way for better things to happen. I tell you, nothing feels greater than having a brand new start. It's like the warmth of the first rays of the sun in an early morning of a December's day. It's greater than those crashing waves in the shore, touching the tips of your toes. For once in my life, I have felt like a testimony. I am a living proof that all shall pass through, and that you just need to endure and hold on to the instinct of being refreshed real soon. And that-perhaps is the greater feeling than winning over something. It's the undeniable feeling of joy that you have found the strength to lose all setbacks. It's the light feeling of the vanishing shackles around your limbs as you try to reach out and move forward. It's the dignity of getting over a tremendous loss and having the courage and confidence to say "I am free. I am blessed. I'm brand new, and I have never been this alive." And so looking back, I can now say that I am done with the negative chains of the past because I have seen the present. This is the real deal. And right now, I choose and forever it may take, happiness above all.

The past months have led me here.